Friday, May 16, 2008
printing my portfolio now. feel like shit. heart beating too fast, cold sweat rolling down my cheek, palm sweat like mad, face turn green then purple, stomach curling, my legs feels heavy, oh my god, i am so fucking nervous. interview at 2! 2 more hours. im dying, im going to faint, im going to faint. and my mommy didnt give me any support, just continue to sleep when i told her im damn nervous before going out of my house. =( no motivation mannnnnnn. damn it.- tea.